Decisions decisions

Confusion seems to be my daily norm anymore. Cant make up my mind about the simplest things. I want to start a new quilt cant decide on the pattern for the material I want to use. Want to do better in school cant focus on the study material. My mind will not cooperate! Tried to watch The Mirror has two faces with Barbra Streisand this morning and could not stop thinking.I love her movies by the way. Yentl was one of the first movies for me, A star is born, fanny, all great movies in my opinion. Love stories always get to me I guess because all my life I have been missing that romantic connection. Someone special who truly gets me........